Book VI - page 28

So much for my solitude...
Vakil has risen again... to the nethers i feel so powerless before him as i know how much he can hurt Amirol.

I promised he could see her... can i let her free on this plane yet? I doubt it but what can i do... all i want is for him to be safe and again it is my fault he is not.

I have used so long to regain this level of control over her and then he comes, and i can only bend my head and comply. I need to find Zizey or is that to dangerous?

So much i have tried to lay behind me. I was content with my studies here.
I have ignored the Reavers call but i know that i will come to pay for that.

And Shanra? I promised i would be by his side and i disappeared again without a word...

But no one can know why i left... Why i hid to begin with... I promised...him!

Silly little girl who still dreams of his acceptance... his affection. I was the one to catch his attention, I was the one that intrigued him, Your were just the vessel and then his pet.

I have used my time strengthening my senses, my fighting skills and my shadow connection...