Book VII - Page 31

Why in all the nether does she need to put people on my tail to protect me? So easy to get everyone else to do it.. I could have ripped Ohirius apart at that moment.. My mind was completely somewhere else.

Runing into Eli and Kaelther and Eli wanting me to refresh why i left in such a hurry the day before... well i still don't know if i am safe around him if he finds out, so i need to be careful but he is making it very difficult as i only feel my desire for him grow.

I couldn't hold back we seem so alike in so many ways and he knows exactly what to say and which buttons to push.. It is not like he is using it against me cause he has this soft and gentle side that i did not expect.. the hatred for what he has become and what he looks like because of it yet knowing the power and strength it gives him.

I wanted to take Ziz to meet him and i wanted to have her make the rune again so i thought i would make her do it someplace i knew Eli would find us.. i just didn't know Zizey would affect me so...
It turned into a horrible mess and non of them trusts each other in any way. Well i need to work on that.
Finding him in Shadowmoon in his demon form well at least we finally got everything out in the open and it seems that we are even more alike than i first thought...