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Talked with garo At the pig
Amadea called me to the tower to heal marieae
Talked with talilas slave
Talked with garo outside
Helped cy to capture silkun
Talked with garo

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Followed the lure of shanra to fenris island and afterwards to
shadowfang keep to train
This was a group session and qill mostly wantet to leave
But afterwards shanra asked her to stay behind, she feed on shanra and
almost gave in to him
But she resisted and shanra turned from her wanting them back to their
original agreement.
She went to the tower and there talked to sher and afterwards garodaf
At night she ran into amadea who had been turned to a dreaina

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I meet with Armarias today and she gave me four names on some potentila guild members for me to train. She clearly dosent like that i hold such a possition besides Shanra and that i answer only to him.
Sheressze asked me to meet with her today, she told me about the shadows and asked me to become one of her seekers of shadows and i accepted...
I had a meeting with Broack at the Pig but Shanra summoned me just is i had gotten combftable. There was a problem about the code of conduct in the guild. Afterwards i accompanies SHanra as he was to greet a new slave, a worgen Panda he called her, seems he has her daughter and used her to make Panda do his bidding.
Jill came... i like her and i know she wants me just as much as she hungers for Shanra and the shadows.
Shanra asked me to escort Yellanos in the city as he was doing buisness and he wanted a beauty by his side he could trust.
It didnt take long for me to get bored so i axcused myself and left telling Shanra to meet me at the keep when he was finished with Yells buisness.
I hungered for the training, for the blood, the power and i know he enjoys this to have this small measure of longing from me.

But it is only a means to an end...

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Shanra called for me today asking me to help him hunt down someone, i did not care who or why i just longed for a hunt.
He pleaded me to join his guild by his side giving me the position i desired and on all my terms so ill play along for now, it gives me more insite and information anyways.
Wonder how Cy will take me beeing there as i know his mate is there as well...

No peace i am still hunted i need to get away from it all i need the shadows to help me... make a bargain... and i need that shard, i want it destroyed knowing the pain it will cause her even in the afterlife... This is all her fault, she told me all about them even from after he was with me... She taunted me with it and for that i will make her pay... Zizey may have been the one to kill her not taking pleasure in it as i would have had but i will be the one to crush her soul...

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The ball was something from my old life, before the darkness before the shadows at it was in Darnassus a place i have not set foot since the barrier broke inside.
Cy was there with his mate but i see his longing gazes i know what he longs for... but he will never get what he wants talking about loyalty but when i play he dances to my whistle.

The training was tough today Shanra really pushed my limits... well i did he tried to stop me... but i am to impatient... and i ended up passing out.

When i woke i was in Shanras arms, he had carried my to the lakeside... He knows me a little to well. I could not help myself i find it amusing to tease him and deny him what he could just take but never will force. I bathed in the cold lake before him feeling his hungry eyes on my body.
I am the one thing he knows he will never have but he will try to the last... more than once i have pushed him to the limits of his control with my teasing ending up with him leaving in frusttion.
It is too easy to hold the sway of men with power when you do not give them what they want.

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Dawn calls a meeting about the loss of ziz stone
lyss wants to talk with qill and ami
afterwards alone with ami

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Erinyea was still in control
Bores so they go to find ziz
Ziz making plans with shanra and cy
Stand out
Cy and shara walks out on her
Ziz uses siren blood magic
Gets qill and ami back
Ziz dies and ami is in a coma
Lyss comes
Takes them to westfall garrison
Aleina comes
Ami wakes
Mixes blood and gets the stone from aleina
Cant open the stone
Two people come to help and goes to find a priest
Brings sivri in disguse
Qill will not move
Sivri gets the stone open and ziz soul back in her body
Sivri pushes all away and takes the stone and dissaperes into the shadowrealm
Ziz returns to life
Qill takes her and ami to the cath where she was bought a small room shielded from magical intrusion
Though the shadows in them hurt she keeps them there to be safe