Book VI - page 2

What has changed, why and when...?

It puzzeles me... When i removed that piece of my soul and severed the connection it was purpose to take all those memories away... All the hurt...

I have been thinking much of my old life as of late, been thinking of all my time in the shadow realm with Shanra, training... Many have turned their back on me, i have turned my back to many but he has always been there listening, helping... i know his motivation, but i have my own agenda for this... even when it stopped to matter, i still pushed on with my training...

Ashes... it is all ashed of the past... i am alone
Yes i know it is my own doing... i am not a fool... anymore...
He tought me more then he will ever know... i am stronger now... SO much stronger...


Then why do i sit here lingering in darkness... i shun feeling yet those memories still burn my tormented soul, it coarses through my vains like venom.

I will clense myself of it all... be born again in this new form, just like Shanra tought me...

Qill is dead but Jade will arise...