I am actually excited about training him more in the ways of the shadows, to push him as i did myself to train on the plane itself.
I wonder if he even knows the dangers there? Ha ve i told him what happened to me the first time i tried to go there?
I have not felt excitment in a long time, but this almost thrills me. Is it the new connection i have gotten from Shanra? How will they shadows feel now, what powers will i hold there i wonder.
And to be there with one i actually trust... When have i last trusted someone?
I dont think i have since Yebern *the words seems written almost with pride*
And i think the planes i have made will lead me to something more... my own purpose.. free of him.
Finally and Diigar help me with this.. his patience and devotion.
He is mine and i will tollerate him having no others anymore... He knows that my possition as mistress will make me have others but not like us, not that close. He is the one, the first to reach my heart after he shattered it.
I see clear and free again... It has been like trying to breath through a pillow and finnaly it has been removed.
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