I failed...
I wanted to show him why he needs to be more than just a soldier... To try and ignite that fire that must burn inside us all... Rekindle his passion for the world...
And i fell... yet again... My own embers were the ones that roared into a fire...
Aww my sweet little naive girl... You forget that years for a but a blink for me... I may rest but i am always here with you... The thought of tainting this pure soul is enticing and i will slumber and play along... for now...
I took him to Darnassus... It has been so long since i have been.. home...
Nightshade had grown but she still remembered me and let him ride her... We went to shadowglen, i wanted to show him the peacefulness there. He seemed all surpriced when one of the deercalfs there nibbled at his pants curiously...
I went to Northrend to retrive some of the frostberries for the juice as i knew he did not drink alkohol or well so i guessed.
But then it started again... I could not restrain myself... Her presence overwhelmed me but only one kiss, then i got control... I fled... leaving him behind...
I hid deep in the caverns that night shameful of turning a nice evening into this...
Why can i not just be with people... Why do i ruin everything? I need to train... hard!
But tomorrow i must face my demons... I must find him... I must say i am sorry...
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