Why do I keep getting so depressed from time to time. I am an emotional whirlwind inside.
Things get clouded and I convince myself of the easy why out.
I finally took matters into my own hands instead of always wallowing in self pity. I need to talk to both of them and last night i got the answers I need from the first.
the cuts and bruises from last night only makes me feel more alive. It was clear that we had not seen each other in a long time... And how I love this feral side of him... But still he is so much more than just a beast.
I fear for my meeting with Dii and what he his answers will be? But i miss him...
This is so confusing to stand with your heart ripped between two, how can i feel so strongly for them both? It is not right but still i cannot deny it, I can't choose and I can't stay away.
Both for now I will just go back and cuddle up in his arms and forget everything... for now
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