Book VII - Page 41

A couple of new hunters joined Kaaellus and Vidal a couple it seems but Eli ignored me so i left.

Shan're called us to the haunt in regards to some shady individuals but it was nothing really. Tenta was came along as we walked to Darkshire and i joked with Shan after him having a warden in training hugging him.
I found Soren and managed to approached him to meet him at some later point.

The suddenly i find out that Eli is raging cause Tenta lied to Eli and said that Qill and Shan're has been together.
Tenta will get killed by my hand when he least expects it i swear this.. His lies and betrayl almost cost me the trust on the only one that matters to me.. A kindness i will repay upon him ten fold.
But i dont hate him.. no i pity him.. i pity him needed to stop to this.. That is such a coward that wants to see everything around him burn..
I was trying to help him with his state of mind and then this.Tenta did it for position and power but most of all the rage in him just makes him want to destroy everyone that are happy...

He is the most incompetent moron i have ever met.. I tried to explain but the only thing he could say was me having sex with someone else.

It broke him.. He stood with his back to me for so long.. I feared I would never see his face again... And i know that all he said was true and I knew that yes i had told him but never who.. His words like whiplashes. Never have I felt anything ripping at my soul like that... Never
His words burned into my soul forever:

"My heart breaks for us... I love us.. I love you.. and i will free you.. Even though my fears will come true...You will leave me for another!"

I thought my own would stop right there...
Wanting to grip him tightly and tell him how sorry I was for being weak for not being stronger than the curse... Tell him how I can never ever find anyone and if he leaves me.. there is no life for me...

I bound the ring to him.. He was against it but now he has the full control over me so many have sought...

And he left me to go deal with court buisness in the middle of it all.. I tried to stay concious but the ring and the new connection left overwhelmed me and i passed out.. I dont know how long i was laying on the stone before he woke me but my body ached so a while i would think.

That night i wont forget in.. well forever