I met with Adrias last night at a lone island. He called me there to tell me his feelings. To tell me that he could be evrything to me and that he will wait for me... wait for me to forget Yebern and accept that he is gone, so i can move on... with him.
He would give me everything i once wished for; kindness... admiration... protection... love...
A part of me longs for that all that Yebern will not give me, can not give me.
One to worship the ground i walk upon as i do his.
It was nice to stand in his embrace, to relax and feel normal again... But i am not normal and i never will be...
If it is really true what all say and yebern is gone forever then maybe someday i will move on and maybe Adrias will hold true to his word and wait. But will i ever truely move on?
After i meet with Adrias a ran into an old... friend... Shanra
We talked about all the things with Ashana, the powers of the shadows and how it corrupts, consumes...
He has agreed to help with our training in secret so as to keep us safe but i dont know if i can trust him, the oath does not apply to him anymore.
But now i will rest...
See what tomorrow brings...
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