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torsdag den 20. januar 2011

Book V - page 1

How long have I been lost?
What has happened to the world... my family... my friends?

If Amirol had not found me, i fear that i would have been lost in the emerald dream forever...

Strange dreams... A daughter... But how... When... Where... Just a dream!

I am back in the real world but i still seams as the dream was real and this is the dream. So much i can't remember. Peoples faces, names and how i know them. Only one stands clear at the moment Zizey - my sister... a siren, like me.
More and more of my memory is returning but i have some black spots and when i try to pierce through i loose myself as if the blackness is put there to keep those memories from me and not just forgotten like the rest swept in a hazy mist.
What is in there, what is it i can not remember?
All these questions and no answers at the moment.
I fear i will become a burden, of no use now that i have no information, nothing to speak of.
I have lost control of my darker side, i need to get that control back... When i do not have control i am not safe around people.
She whispers to me, begging me to let her loose, let her out... free
But i must stay strong and remane in control or i will be lost in her dark ways.

- Qil

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