Book V - page 10

Today Cy called out to me wanting me to come to his aid.
When i arrieved I saw ziz and him; Ziz naked and her powers a blaze.
Cy pleeded me to help him get away from Ziz so he would not betray his mate.
I keept my distance but felt Ziz powers still.
I got Cy distractet enough to pull free of Ziz but that almost made him jump me instead.
It seems he is not as strong as i first thought. I know Ziz powers are hard to withstand but to break like that when he has his mate.
One could never truely trust him because his feral side is so strong in him it overpowers his reason.
After i helped Ziz calm down. It seems she has become lost in her own emotions, not beeing able to control them, more like they control her.

I wonder what has happened to her to have become a victim of her own emotions.

Cy came back when he had cooled of but Ziz had to leave because she was not totally in control yet. Before she left she told me that it was not her that had been then one breaking down, but Cy kissed her first.

This makes me again wonder how much i can truely trust him because he did not tell me the whole story it seems.

We both go our seperat ways Cy wanting to cool off and regain a little of his control... Me i had work to do.

As i returned to Stormwind i find three of the Stormwind guards walking the streets and i follow them around a little but Cy showed up trailing my sent and almost made a big mess of it all.
It is cute though how he likes beeing around me and his feral side does compell me so... It has been a long time since i have been close to another with the same feral heart as my own. Though in my time of learning to control my demonic blood it seems i have mastered my feral side as well.

Cy asked me out for a drink at the pig but our conversation turns towards Ziz and my own true nature, a story that is not fitting there. So we fly outside the city walls to the small grove by the water. I tell him about what is hidden in my blood all the while Cy's feral side is still cratching at the surface of his control wanting him to let lose... be free...
I feel the same longing and only my hard training in control keeps his allure from overwhelming me.
He left me before doing anything stupid. I pity his mate unless she understands the nature of his feral side and the strength with witch it controls him.

After Cy left me i decided to seek out Shanra and when i found him i told him i could not accept the price... We made a new deal and i acceptet his new price. I will never belong to any other man nor will my body be a tool for them to play with.

Shanra was not pleased that i had told Ziz so i did not mention that Cy knew it too and for that he left me hanging saying he would contact me later if he also would agree to the new terms and needing to find out if i was truswothy.