I meet with ziz and a potential new siren today, i dont realoy seem to have my hart in the game anymore as i couldnt care less.
I wnet to ami, thou he is sweet and loving he is also so dull and boring at times. I get restless beeing round him for too long.
Ziz found us and came to talk but then Shanra summoned me and she got mad, that i was at his beg and call as she called it, thou i know she is only hurt because i spend so much time with him. If only she could get over her damm pride the two of them could be great together... But her temper and ways of saying the wrong things when she gets angry...
I went to train with my master at our usual spot in shadow fang keep, there is something about that place that i like dispite the darkness...
I should stop taking short cuts, i feel that i am getting to addicted... but the blood i cannot discribe what is does to me, how it makes me feel and how much it strengthens my power and control over the shadows.
After training Shanra bad me stay by his side as he greeted a new member of his. So i was at his side and afterwards we talked about how i had seen and felt the new commer.
Why does he want my oppenion?
Why does he let me walk by his side, letting me see all of his dealings?
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