Yesterday was strange in so many ways, i really did not feel myself after that test of Shanras, Erinyea had surfaced to much and her feelings and desires were overwhelming my own... The lust for killing, the lust for power, the lust for passion.
I have been feeling to safe with her slumbering and she took control to easily... But i could not have faught both the spells pressing down on me and her.
Stupid silly girl, do you think you interest the, the demonic powers are inticing and the possibilities of controlling a demon whit that kind of power, why would you interest any of them...
I went to hide the ring in a new location and what better place than were many of my enemies would look last... Their own back yard so to speak... Just near Karazahn. I could not help but to have an extra look around as i was there so i went to the walls where Azhana had once given me her offer, to train me in any power i should wish for... I wonder...
The Reaver came... He has always intriuged me so from the moment i saw him first and all Ziz frightened talk of him. He asked me so i told, i have no reason or gain from lieing about such.
Ahh such dark power truely an instrument of the shadowd... Want more... NEED more, god god girl for having those two on your side at least for now... But can you handle Them?
I went to Shanra efter that as i needed to make sure i had not offended him too much...
And why should you care he dosent LOVE you more than he loves all his toys...
He had a potential student there, Haven, such an alluring and playfull creature. One of the reason i fall SO for the humans.
Erinyeas hunger took over and i gave in where i normally would not... Have i changed so already? Have i become what i despise so?
One giving in to lust and desires instead of keeping a clear mind... Keeping distant...
Shanra told me it was foolish yet admirable that i had faced the reaver on my own.
He took me to meet two of his... Pets.
I do not care who he is with, as long as my place is secure but firstly that little dreanei, clining to him like a child to a mother...
Insulence... Killing her would have been ssso gooddd. To drain the life from her pretty face and make her know her place when she is not alone with him.
And then Patrichia walks in, i do not hate many but she really annoys me. She is so recless and holds no control, she seems even slightly slow in the head... He sure can pick their beauty but brains often lacks...
Somwthing was outside my instinc warned me, but i was too slow... Dammit i need to focus on my fighting skills more, i have been slacking off. The shadow guards dagger cut me, nothing serious mostly my pride beening hurt this day!
The Reaver got him... I was exchilerated by his presence but unsure how to act after our last encaunter... Good thing for Shanras toy that the reaver revears him so, to challange and hide behind anothers back... Weak and cowardes... I lost all respect for her as well, so one without brains and a coward. This is not booding well...
After they left i talked with the Reaver. He took me to the shadow realm... I know i have been there MANY times, but that sensation was new to me intirely...
I have been feeling to safe with her slumbering and she took control to easily... But i could not have faught both the spells pressing down on me and her.
Stupid silly girl, do you think you interest the, the demonic powers are inticing and the possibilities of controlling a demon whit that kind of power, why would you interest any of them...
I went to hide the ring in a new location and what better place than were many of my enemies would look last... Their own back yard so to speak... Just near Karazahn. I could not help but to have an extra look around as i was there so i went to the walls where Azhana had once given me her offer, to train me in any power i should wish for... I wonder...
The Reaver came... He has always intriuged me so from the moment i saw him first and all Ziz frightened talk of him. He asked me so i told, i have no reason or gain from lieing about such.
Ahh such dark power truely an instrument of the shadowd... Want more... NEED more, god god girl for having those two on your side at least for now... But can you handle Them?
I went to Shanra efter that as i needed to make sure i had not offended him too much...
And why should you care he dosent LOVE you more than he loves all his toys...
He had a potential student there, Haven, such an alluring and playfull creature. One of the reason i fall SO for the humans.
Erinyeas hunger took over and i gave in where i normally would not... Have i changed so already? Have i become what i despise so?
One giving in to lust and desires instead of keeping a clear mind... Keeping distant...
Shanra told me it was foolish yet admirable that i had faced the reaver on my own.
He took me to meet two of his... Pets.
I do not care who he is with, as long as my place is secure but firstly that little dreanei, clining to him like a child to a mother...
Insulence... Killing her would have been ssso gooddd. To drain the life from her pretty face and make her know her place when she is not alone with him.
And then Patrichia walks in, i do not hate many but she really annoys me. She is so recless and holds no control, she seems even slightly slow in the head... He sure can pick their beauty but brains often lacks...
Somwthing was outside my instinc warned me, but i was too slow... Dammit i need to focus on my fighting skills more, i have been slacking off. The shadow guards dagger cut me, nothing serious mostly my pride beening hurt this day!
The Reaver got him... I was exchilerated by his presence but unsure how to act after our last encaunter... Good thing for Shanras toy that the reaver revears him so, to challange and hide behind anothers back... Weak and cowardes... I lost all respect for her as well, so one without brains and a coward. This is not booding well...
After they left i talked with the Reaver. He took me to the shadow realm... I know i have been there MANY times, but that sensation was new to me intirely...
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