Book VI - page 23

Shanra is back... I should know by now that my dark lord comes and goes as he pleases...
I tried to be distant and tell him off but i just cant.
What is this new side he shows me? Consern and remorse... Even affection?
I know when people are lying to me and this did not feel as a lie.
I am however not that blind i know who and what he is... Nor do i want to trade Diigar for him...
But still there is something touching me to see this side. Was he like this with Ziz? So deep and affectionat...

I told him to much... About the ring... That new found caring caught me of guard but luckily he dosent know the significanse of the ring. I need to be more carefull, dont let my guard down like last night...
He was surpriced that i actually do not want that part of my soul back... He pittyed Yebern for ever letting me go...
He asked why i followd him so willingly, apparently the first without a prize?
He told me what he taught had happened with Jade and he seemed pleased with all my work. I actually felt pride from him.
He says i hide so much of true potentiale away letting people only see my mask, the weak and frail elf that is of no danger to anyone. He is right no one wants to see more.

Diigar sees me like Shanra does... At least i think he does.

I want to be by Shanras side again like the silver shadow from before.
I want to be there when he meets with Garett.

I should also seek Garett out myself?
This house of Artios i need to find out more about them? Is it not s paladin that reigns?
Kalliades or something.

Hmm maybe it is time to start cheeking up on my different ties around the different groups.