Book VI - page 10

*the pen has been scraches hard over the page in anger some words hard to read because of it*

Shanra asked me to come to a meeting between Ziz and him, using me to annoy her... An i played right into it.

And like always i was sent away with a new member Narmia. She is to become a siren.
We went to the harbour to talk´about what it means to be a siren.

Afterwards i went to sit on the rooftops by the Pig when Diig came. I took him outside the city behind the mage quarters... And then... HE... came... I dont know his name, but it seems he thinks he is a champion of Ye *name scratched almost out* rn...
Something about me not gonna ruin the masters plans or he would kill me jada jada, i have heard that speach like a million times before...

But what is it with men today... he is not back thou...

Stupid screwed up little girl...
You know what your thinking of doing will get you killed...
Yes it will proberbly be by him but hwat are you doing...

I needed to blow of steam after THAT meeting and whent hunting for the second time today thou this time i was not hunting deer...

Diig found me in the city and was very sweet and compforting to me, when Shana came.
He was totally out of line, beeing all cold and distant... well i can see Ziz is back...

He left and i needed Diig to ease my temper...

I hope he will survive this...