Book VI - page 11

Silly silly girl... do you even fatom the concequenses of your actions...?

Well many would indeed feel privilages to be trained by the ones i have called masters.
Destiny *the word seems to have been hard to write* Death and Balance... and now The Reaver

And still there is only one for with the words master truely applies...
*a tear has hit the page*

There are only a few left i feel i can trust, only i few a cherrish... And that is my weakness i still feel to much... Diig is by my side without question willing to give his life for me i would dare say and for what, I could never truelly love him... Just as i could not love Cy, Ami and Gabriel.

I am broken... I am not whole anymore... I have removed all those fellings... Letting her feelings govern my actions... I seek solace in the shadows... In the power they have given me.

Selasius came to me today wanting me to help Zizey... Somethings i wrong with him i sence the difference in him a twisted spark of my sister in some way... I need to find out what this is all about... I need to call the sisters together and maybe the oathbound as well.

I had my first lesson with Garret this evening...
It was interesting to say the least... But i am unsure if i should proceed, if this a ruse from him... This way of training i do not like, he gets to know to much...
To much he can use against me...
But to see the desire in his eyes and not giving in to him... makes it all worth it...