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torsdag den 1. marts 2012

Book VI - page 5

He has returned... finally
My master is comming back to this world from the shadows.
He wants me to gather the sirens and others loyal to him...

I went to tell Diig the news, he was at a meeting with the Oath.
He has another... love... This is the best... i am not good for anyone, broken...

Shanra will teach me to control my soul... my emotions... adn strengthen my resolve and control over the shadows...
I cant wait to show him how powerfull i have become... will he be pleased i wonder?

I went to seek out Kallar thou he is as he always is... closed
Then i saw him there... Diig...

I went to the lighthouse and he came... to talk...I told him... everything... everything about who and what i am.
He stayed, he did not push me away... he should have... I could not control myself, I could not hold back... I kissed him...

What am i doing, how can i be so cruel... he has another... i have been the one to be betrayed so how can i do this myself...

I had to run as he did not break the kiss himself...
It was bliss... but it was wrong...

I want him... yet he diserves better... one to be true to him forever... a promis i can never give... again

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