Finally i got my markings... Ohh how i feel the shadows as a part of me now instead of just a weapon it has become a lover, a trusted friend... my companion...
But ohh by the nethers it hurt. Had it not been for Erinyea i am not sure i would have live through it.
It seems to have had a very interesting effect on my inner turmoil merging me and Erinyea more into one than before, i sence her greater and i feel she sences me. We are no longer two parts in fighting over one body... we are one... whole... stronger.
Ziz was there as i was marked, it is clear that she still longs for the shadows and the shadows long for her and so did I... I have wantet her ever since she broke before me the first time over three years ago... I do not care for her powers, they do not interest me but to see her true self... The shadows were so strong so tempting and i gave in to it all, let everything fill me... the shadows, the power, the lust and desire... Ziz...
I hope this sharing of essences will keep us as we were ment too... walking side by side as sirens... as sisters... as one...
I think i have found a new protector a new oath brother... i will meet him tomorrow to find out more...
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