I meet the sweetest human woman outside the pig today Avilan was her name.
There where a lot of low life human males around so we went for a walk outside Stormwind and we sat down by Mirror lake.
Then he was there all of a sudden, i had almost forgotten the feel of his presence. But by the nethers the light hurts more than ever. I am unsure how well i will handle juggling the light and the darkness like this.
But he is home... We flew to Mount Hiyal and spend a very interesting evening together but again his light... Oh by all the gods... why is it just like the pain and pleasure of it all...
What is wrong with me... am i turning into her? Have i let my guards so much down that she has gaind to much control... or is it the emptiness inside i am trying to fill but the hungers is just to great... and until i get him purged from my memories and my heart... he is the only one that will ever fill it properly.
*a drop of ink stains the page as if the writer stops scribling and sat in thought*
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