I was so exhausted when I woke... Yes I really slept... a whole night and day.. I dont remember when that happened last. Well the city boy had me out for drinks soon after I woke... Not that I mind.. I do remember when that was my usual forté.. We talked about the demon hunters and being at the recluse made the topic of our little soirée last we were here and well I was surprised to learn how he felt about it... I have asked myself many times what made it come to pass but...
My mind kept wandering to Rem... I cant get myself to go to him or even reach out... Why do I feel so much shame when he should be the one to understand it all?
Suddenly Handrall showed up and I asked about his new love and that he was still missing his pay. He wanted only friendship? Well lets see if he is ready for my friendship cause many can tell him it dosent come cheap... All my trouble... All my chaos... So many has left me... so many times I have been alone.. The darkness.. the emptiness inside... I break everything I touch...
Then Aredorn shows up... Amirol and him remember each other and it makes me think of Dii...
Funny to have Handrall an me being the ones to talk fondly of the forest and the two druids being the ones to prefer the city...
I tried to keep my thoughts on other things but I couldnt help return to the last time here... So I decided to leave so it would not end there again... But the whispers in the back of my mind where almost screams of protest as I walked away...
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