Book VII - Page 22

I knew it was a trick but I needed to see his hand... The ring keeps me safe and to many would know if I wanted them to... God thing he has no knowledge of the ring or Erinyea because that thing was stronger than anything that has been placed upon me before... It almost woke her.. She dosent like being controlled but luckily Are had reached out to me earlier so I could reach out to him for help.

Now he is a part of the assassins? What in all the twisting neather is he thinking. I know he is not.. He cant be.. at least not in this case... He dosent know what he is getting himself into...
But Are showed his alligence to me and protected me... If things fall apart with Rem then Are could also be a good match for the ring but that would mean having it awfully close to that assassin leader.

Are got him to release me, was it just a test? Would he have kept it on me had I not gotten help? What would he have done when he found out the truth about me?

I could be a powerful ally to him yet he is to blind to see through the shadows... But this only means that all my training has paid off and also why the demon hunters cant see it clearly... Because I am not like them... Eredar and Shivarri... I always feel her presence... her influence... her power...

I am still not ready to give in nor give up... He want him to see...

Afterwards I talked with Are again... He still feels the same... But he knows I cannot be his... I cannot be tied down as it is... Maybe one day if the fragments of my soul are reunited.. But then who would it be? So many both human and elves have over the years wanted my love... professed their undying love and devotion.. yet I am alone still...  so many has proven to be... nothing...

Adrias... Amirol... Cyrion... Diigar... Lorich... Gabriel... Tyre... Aredorn... Remathras...

Yebern... Ashana.. Shanra.. The Reaver... Sivri... Kallar... Vakil'Soth... The assassin

Zizey... Alina... Lokkie... Shereeze... Jillinty... Selacious... Lyssea... Haleth... Jaroven... Kitty... Ferrow... Randar

So many names so many gone now... And these are only the fleeting few that keeps a place in my mind for good or bad... Friend and foe...

Are and I renewed the link... But i think he understands now.. that it will never be more than this