Book VII - Page 27

Where is everyone when i need them.. yes i know i am not in danger or anything like that but needing to stub to that kind of low?

I feel degraded.. soiled...
She was relentless.. Her hunger scared me...

I was stupid to believe it was the truth... but i have never been wrong before when it comes to using the bond to determine it someone was lying... Was I fooled because he keeps lying to himself?

I told him the consequence of removing the blindfold... I will not call upon him again.

I still am unsure of how much he truly does remember from the other night... Well it seems my efforts where in vein and we are right back where we started... Was this to be the one challenge I walked away from? I always speak of challenges but starting all over again leaving me that desperate and on edge all the time.. Had I not given that ultimatum I would not be giving up but I did and it was foolish of me but I stand by what I said... He broke the one rule I put for him...

I would have let him take his revenge... I would even have welcomed it... but no this is done...
He tells me one thing then acts differently... And I gave him a choice follow this path or this would end... It was always up to him... It was always his actions leading this...

I told him it was a test and he failed miserably... I do not deny what he saw in my eyes but that was never the point... the point was to follow this one rule.. and he could not... His defiance is to strong...

Should he return for any reason... I will punish him hard and merciless for what he forced me to do...

My preciousness little gem... how easily fooled you and admit it.. you liked every second.. you are worth no more... Think back.. all that has covet you... Did even one do this before they knew of me? Silly little girl.. Cant you see.. I am their true desire.. for unlike you... I can give them power... And what can you give them? You are still broken... all those feelings you cherish so locked away in the ring... That ring may be dangerous but it also leave you right where I want you...