Finally a little peace... To find Rem safe... I am both scared and excited about tomorrow... About that answer...
I do understand his reason for leaving though he needs to know I dont need him to protect me.
He fears to much for me.
I think I finally made him see that the past will always haunt us but we cannot let is cripple us. What makes us strong is our ability to feel... He sees past the demon.. he understands.. a little and its okay. I know it is different with his demon... They are two and we are one but he still understands and accepts it because he took upon him his demon because he knows the strength that can be derived from it...
I still hold the same fear as he does... If we fall our cost is so much greater...
It is good to be back here in the jungle... My waterfall haven... Though the last time ended in a mess I hope that this will give me a new start out here...
Regarding the ring I am still unsure how to undo it but i fear that a sacrifice will demand a sacrifice and at what cost? I long to be whole again and yet i fear it so... Who will i become.. The druid and take my place among my kin? Will I return to be a siren at my sisters side? Or will I seek the shadows once again?
I dont know anymore... But I am confident that I will prevail somehow...
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