Book VII - Page 14

I have been searching for Rem and not being able to reach him has thown me a little of... Did I choose wrong? Should I have done it all differently?


I asked to many questions in Feralas... I hope it was not one of Rems people. At least he didnt seem to know who I was looking for.
I hope he survives that fight.. I didnt mean to hurt him so but he left me no choice I was only defending myself and I couldnt let him remember what he saw and who I am...


The wounds are healing well and I think it was more my pride that has been damaged.. I mean the bones will mend and the wounds close. But needing to seek him out and ask for help... The scowlding I am not sure it was worth it but he is right... I should have been more careful. The healing hurt like fel.. without the pleasured feeling.. I think he actually enjoyd me being in pain thinking it a lesson for me. I dont have many to turn to when Things like this happen. Aaredorn and Amirol cant heal me anymore and I cant use the shadows myself to do it... Well at least nature healing still Works cause the light only makes it worth. i remember when Halet tried to heal me. Not many things has hurt like that... never again will I make that mistake...


I will rest here until tomorrow and then I need to go look for Rem again.