Book VII - Page 16

After I left Feralas I wanted to find out more about his order, so I started to look around for them. I remembered one I has seen him with in the beginning and she let to another leading me to Duskwood. I think the one there might be the leader Dijl.. I cant recall and it was an interesting meeting though he seems somewhat uncaring and slightly hostile so I kept my distance... As their meeting broke off I followed him and another demon hunter but I think she was from a different order. All of a sudden they cast  a teleportation spell so sadly I could not follow them.

I went back to Stormwind where I found to my luck another of them the female from earlier. I kept a watch on her but suddenly Rem was there. I should be able to feel him more strongly through the bond but I think it is the fel in his blood burning the bond away faster than I am use to?

I was surprised to learn that they are not close in his order... But then again, Valor, the Sirens and the Veiled Path has all been orders where we needed to be close.

I am not sure how I will feel if he takes me to meet them and when he told me that some of them might be able to sense my demon then I am not so sure I want to meet them. I know things for them seem so easy, meditate in a sanctum and regain control. But this is different... I have been hiding this for so long... long before demon hunters walked the streets of Stormwind.

We talked about Lilith, he wants me to talk to her and well he is right I know but... I dont like seeing Yebern in her.. I dont like the remembrance of all that.

He told me he was leaving for Outlands and that he did not know when he would return. I dont know why it got to me but I didnt like the idea of not knowing when he would return. I am still a little edgy because of the ring or is it because of something else. I am so use to others being more direct and well protective of me I think. It is not that I need his protection or need him to validate me...
It is just different with him and it make me unsure...

Well we will see how this trip goes, I am excited to be back here but so many memories out here will be a test of me... Yebern, Zizey, My father, the ritual, Vakil'Soth... And Randar... The return to Shadowmoon Vally will be the first test. I remember that day at the gates so clearly... I might need to look through my journals, I might actually have written about that day some place...