The scorched oath community had put together a market just on the outskirtes of Thelsamar in Lock Modan. It was a very succesful event with everything you heard could possibly desire.
I was in charge of security and when Derathon could not attend Cyrion and Lyssea helped me out. Cyrion was a natural when i cam to holding an eye on people an to know when trouble was about to start.
I think i am the better scout because i do not see the little signs when trouble is about to break out.
I was sitting on the top of one of the houses keeping watch of the place when i felt Adrias presence. I tryed to reach out for him but he was not there... Semmes i was imagining things...
Do i miss him that bad already?
Ashana, Kallar and Rederick from the Embrace was also there. As Always Lady Death was just watching... she seems to have a grudge against Nomine the leader of the starlighters.
I talked to Ziz about Kallar and she went to try and talk to him, but he was just a closed if not more when she tryed to get through to him.
When the market was over and people startet going to the inn or home Rederick teleportet Nomine away. I wonder what it is Ashana wants with him?
As i was looking at Lady Death i saw Adrias... He was there... He had not gone away... Not dissapered...
I was affraid he would attack Ashana but suddenly he just went away without almost a word...
Why is he stille hear but told me he would go away...
Why did he not talk to me...
Is he still my Adrias...
mandag den 31. januar 2011
Book V - page 6
When i went to storwind today i recieved a package from the postal service.
It was from Adrias. It was the most beautifull dress and there was a letter as well. In the letter he told me that though he was fare away his heart was with me.
I miss him when he is gone but i feel that there is something he is not telling me, i hope he comes back soon...
I went to the pig and wistle to see if Kallar might be there though i am not sure how to approch him again last time was a dissaster.
A dwarf startet talking to me and we talked for a while. He was a funny one a musician and a poet and he seems to be a little to fond of me. I also saw Cyrion and Talila at the pig they seemed rather close wonder how she is...
Adrias called me. Wantet me to come to him and as i was longing to see him i flew to Tanaris to meet him. I found him in Uldum where he was studying some mecanical thing.
Adrias showed me the place and he talked about beeing tired of the war... of fighting... wanting to leave it all and live a normal life.
I could not join him... I could not leave Ziz behind... and thoug a big part of me longes for the same thing as he does. To live a normal life with Adrias would be like a dream but still i am not normal and i still need to find out what has happened to Yeb...
So i need that journal... need to get close to Kallar...
Adrias was dissapointet that i would not come away with him so he left...
Left me on my own just like all the rest... Nowbody stays... They all dissapear...
It was from Adrias. It was the most beautifull dress and there was a letter as well. In the letter he told me that though he was fare away his heart was with me.
I miss him when he is gone but i feel that there is something he is not telling me, i hope he comes back soon...
I went to the pig and wistle to see if Kallar might be there though i am not sure how to approch him again last time was a dissaster.
A dwarf startet talking to me and we talked for a while. He was a funny one a musician and a poet and he seems to be a little to fond of me. I also saw Cyrion and Talila at the pig they seemed rather close wonder how she is...
Adrias called me. Wantet me to come to him and as i was longing to see him i flew to Tanaris to meet him. I found him in Uldum where he was studying some mecanical thing.
Adrias showed me the place and he talked about beeing tired of the war... of fighting... wanting to leave it all and live a normal life.
I could not join him... I could not leave Ziz behind... and thoug a big part of me longes for the same thing as he does. To live a normal life with Adrias would be like a dream but still i am not normal and i still need to find out what has happened to Yeb...
So i need that journal... need to get close to Kallar...
Adrias was dissapointet that i would not come away with him so he left...
Left me on my own just like all the rest... Nowbody stays... They all dissapear...
onsdag den 26. januar 2011
Book V - page 5
It was an interesting day.
Lost of different thing happening all in one big turmoil.
I meet briefly with Lokkei and we talked a little but unfortienetly I was called away.
A little later when i was returning to Stormwind i ran into Ziz who was angrier than a nest full of hornets. Seems that Cyrion has been playing her or so she thinks, let’s see when her anger fades a little and we can talk reasonable with him, like Adrias she can be quick to judge.
Dawn held a meeting for the community and she informed everyone that Derathon, Lyssea and I had been appointet taskmasters of the community. They all seemed pleased so now let’s see where this will take me.
I went after Ziz after the meeting and we talked at our tranquil little hideout in the mountains behind Northshire. We were taking a swim to cool down when all of a sudden this human male paladin i think from the looks of his armour showed up. We also ran into and old aquantainc though i do not remember her name.
When Ziz left i went to look for Shanra but i found the embrace insted, holding a small gathering in Duskwood where Ziz and I use to meet with Shanra.
One of them cought my attention Kallar if my memorie seves me right from my time with Yebern before he dissapeared.
Maybe he knows what has happened to him?
I need to get closer to him if possible and find out... but they are all such an arrogant bunch thinking themselves masters of the universe, so it will be difficult i fear.
I went back to Stormwind to the Pig & Wistle afterwords to relax a bit and again i ran into that woman whos name i can’t remember... Seems she has lost both her memory and her ability to speak. Cyrion can and he suggested the priests in the cathedral so we went there with her.
Cyrion and i went down to the pond besides the cemetary were we talked a little about Ziz and what had happened. Typically of Ziz and men she always mistrust and judges to fast for it seems that Cyrion did not tell on her but still he will not help us as long as she has anything to do with Shanra and i fear we need him more than Cyrion but i am not sure.
Afterwards i went back to the Pig & Wistle and i found Kallar there, have seen him lurking around Stormwind and if my eyes do not decive me he hold Yebern journal, i remember it well from when we were on the boat together for he lead me read some of his books but adviced me to stay away from that one.
If he has Yebern journal i am sure he knows what has happened to him.
I decided to go and talk to him to see what he was like...
Like Yebern he has an ego that should not be possible for a human but and that all others are inferior to him but like Yebern i also sence great power in him and he also intruiges me...
What is it with these dark human male mages that facinates me so i wonder?
I have not seen Adrias today wich worries me... I hope he is allright and that he has not gotten himself in trouble...
And i miss him...
Lost of different thing happening all in one big turmoil.
I meet briefly with Lokkei and we talked a little but unfortienetly I was called away.
A little later when i was returning to Stormwind i ran into Ziz who was angrier than a nest full of hornets. Seems that Cyrion has been playing her or so she thinks, let’s see when her anger fades a little and we can talk reasonable with him, like Adrias she can be quick to judge.
Dawn held a meeting for the community and she informed everyone that Derathon, Lyssea and I had been appointet taskmasters of the community. They all seemed pleased so now let’s see where this will take me.
I went after Ziz after the meeting and we talked at our tranquil little hideout in the mountains behind Northshire. We were taking a swim to cool down when all of a sudden this human male paladin i think from the looks of his armour showed up. We also ran into and old aquantainc though i do not remember her name.
When Ziz left i went to look for Shanra but i found the embrace insted, holding a small gathering in Duskwood where Ziz and I use to meet with Shanra.
One of them cought my attention Kallar if my memorie seves me right from my time with Yebern before he dissapeared.
Maybe he knows what has happened to him?
I need to get closer to him if possible and find out... but they are all such an arrogant bunch thinking themselves masters of the universe, so it will be difficult i fear.
I went back to Stormwind to the Pig & Wistle afterwords to relax a bit and again i ran into that woman whos name i can’t remember... Seems she has lost both her memory and her ability to speak. Cyrion can and he suggested the priests in the cathedral so we went there with her.
Cyrion and i went down to the pond besides the cemetary were we talked a little about Ziz and what had happened. Typically of Ziz and men she always mistrust and judges to fast for it seems that Cyrion did not tell on her but still he will not help us as long as she has anything to do with Shanra and i fear we need him more than Cyrion but i am not sure.
Afterwards i went back to the Pig & Wistle and i found Kallar there, have seen him lurking around Stormwind and if my eyes do not decive me he hold Yebern journal, i remember it well from when we were on the boat together for he lead me read some of his books but adviced me to stay away from that one.
If he has Yebern journal i am sure he knows what has happened to him.
I decided to go and talk to him to see what he was like...
Like Yebern he has an ego that should not be possible for a human but and that all others are inferior to him but like Yebern i also sence great power in him and he also intruiges me...
What is it with these dark human male mages that facinates me so i wonder?
I have not seen Adrias today wich worries me... I hope he is allright and that he has not gotten himself in trouble...
And i miss him...
mandag den 24. januar 2011
Book V - page 4
I met with Adrias last night at a lone island. He called me there to tell me his feelings. To tell me that he could be evrything to me and that he will wait for me... wait for me to forget Yebern and accept that he is gone, so i can move on... with him.
He would give me everything i once wished for; kindness... admiration... protection... love...
A part of me longs for that all that Yebern will not give me, can not give me.
One to worship the ground i walk upon as i do his.
It was nice to stand in his embrace, to relax and feel normal again... But i am not normal and i never will be...
If it is really true what all say and yebern is gone forever then maybe someday i will move on and maybe Adrias will hold true to his word and wait. But will i ever truely move on?
After i meet with Adrias a ran into an old... friend... Shanra
We talked about all the things with Ashana, the powers of the shadows and how it corrupts, consumes...
He has agreed to help with our training in secret so as to keep us safe but i dont know if i can trust him, the oath does not apply to him anymore.
But now i will rest...
See what tomorrow brings...
He would give me everything i once wished for; kindness... admiration... protection... love...
A part of me longs for that all that Yebern will not give me, can not give me.
One to worship the ground i walk upon as i do his.
It was nice to stand in his embrace, to relax and feel normal again... But i am not normal and i never will be...
If it is really true what all say and yebern is gone forever then maybe someday i will move on and maybe Adrias will hold true to his word and wait. But will i ever truely move on?
After i meet with Adrias a ran into an old... friend... Shanra
We talked about all the things with Ashana, the powers of the shadows and how it corrupts, consumes...
He has agreed to help with our training in secret so as to keep us safe but i dont know if i can trust him, the oath does not apply to him anymore.
But now i will rest...
See what tomorrow brings...
søndag den 23. januar 2011
Book V - page 3
This day all collapsed... My control... my feelings... my memories
Everything just came crashing down on me.
Adrias had gone to Sivri so i had to follow and i got Ziz to back me up but it was to earlier for me to try and fight.
She found my weakness, the hole in my memories that i was protecting.
I lost myself the rage took over... She took over…
But now i remember... I rememeber HIM, i remember our time together.
I got Adrias out safe but Ziz i fear that most of all wantet to abandon me for my falier.
I called for her when i regained control again and was back in my house...
She scowlded me for letting my feelings take over like that and she is right i MUST regain control over myself.
Ziz came up with a plan so now we went to find Lady Death and we found her... or should i say she found us.
It was a close call and our lives were on the edge of i knife for a while but Ziz peaked her interest and tomorrow we start our training...
I must grow stronger, strong enough to find him...
After our little ordeal with Lady Death Ziz and I meet up with Cyrion and Adrias. Adrias has been corruptet by shadow as Ziz once was and now we need to have him purged as she.
We have decided to keep Adrias safe at the boats after this has happened for as long as he is weak i will protect him with my life.
He is very dear to me i feel that and were it not for Yebern, Adrias would be a man i would be proud to call mine. He is sweet and kind to me, want to protect me from harm, he is all the things that Yebern thinks he has lost and can not give me... A part of me loves Adrias for all his actions towards me but Yebern holds my heart... my soul...
I no longer feel him. Our connection is gone. What has happened to him. Where is he...?
I will search the universe if i have to. Tear a whole in the world...
I must find out, find him...
My love... my life...
Book V - page 2
It has been a troublesome time since my return. It seems that i have a hard time controlling my emotions especially rage...
I have been at my house in the hills, the waterfall there sooths my anger and it helps to be alone, to be away from everyone.
I have not seen Zizey much since my return but an old friend found me one evening as i was trying to retrace some of my steppes and visit old sites.
Adrias - i remember him... my feelings for him... that i hurt him...
He seems to have let the past lie so it seems i am given a second chance at our friendship...
When my rage is on a low burn i walk around Stomwind. I see many familiar faces but it also seems that many have forgotten me in my absence.
But how can i blame them it is war... the world is in chaos... and shadow wants all in its embrace
Oh to fall into the darkness that is me, just to give in and let that side of me take over.
I feel like a part of me is missing but when i try to remember there is only that darkness covering it.
I have been at my house in the hills, the waterfall there sooths my anger and it helps to be alone, to be away from everyone.
I have not seen Zizey much since my return but an old friend found me one evening as i was trying to retrace some of my steppes and visit old sites.
Adrias - i remember him... my feelings for him... that i hurt him...
He seems to have let the past lie so it seems i am given a second chance at our friendship...
When my rage is on a low burn i walk around Stomwind. I see many familiar faces but it also seems that many have forgotten me in my absence.
But how can i blame them it is war... the world is in chaos... and shadow wants all in its embrace
Oh to fall into the darkness that is me, just to give in and let that side of me take over.
I feel like a part of me is missing but when i try to remember there is only that darkness covering it.
torsdag den 20. januar 2011
Book V - page 1
How long have I been lost?
What has happened to the world... my family... my friends?
If Amirol had not found me, i fear that i would have been lost in the emerald dream forever...
Strange dreams... A daughter... But how... When... Where... Just a dream!
I am back in the real world but i still seams as the dream was real and this is the dream. So much i can't remember. Peoples faces, names and how i know them. Only one stands clear at the moment Zizey - my sister... a siren, like me.
More and more of my memory is returning but i have some black spots and when i try to pierce through i loose myself as if the blackness is put there to keep those memories from me and not just forgotten like the rest swept in a hazy mist.
What is in there, what is it i can not remember?
All these questions and no answers at the moment.
I fear i will become a burden, of no use now that i have no information, nothing to speak of.
I have lost control of my darker side, i need to get that control back... When i do not have control i am not safe around people.
She whispers to me, begging me to let her loose, let her out... free
But i must stay strong and remane in control or i will be lost in her dark ways.
- Qil
What has happened to the world... my family... my friends?
If Amirol had not found me, i fear that i would have been lost in the emerald dream forever...
Strange dreams... A daughter... But how... When... Where... Just a dream!
I am back in the real world but i still seams as the dream was real and this is the dream. So much i can't remember. Peoples faces, names and how i know them. Only one stands clear at the moment Zizey - my sister... a siren, like me.
More and more of my memory is returning but i have some black spots and when i try to pierce through i loose myself as if the blackness is put there to keep those memories from me and not just forgotten like the rest swept in a hazy mist.
What is in there, what is it i can not remember?
All these questions and no answers at the moment.
I fear i will become a burden, of no use now that i have no information, nothing to speak of.
I have lost control of my darker side, i need to get that control back... When i do not have control i am not safe around people.
She whispers to me, begging me to let her loose, let her out... free
But i must stay strong and remane in control or i will be lost in her dark ways.
- Qil
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