Book VII - Page 34

I am feeling i am on the verge of death... It took so much from me to get her back.. Without the aid of Eli and the power from the dragons essence it would not have worked.
But i got her back for him... And he did take me to rest in his arms until he needed to go back to her...
Everything will be so confusing and Eli wants to take her to outlands to finish her training, giving me time to recuperate for a couple of days.
I just hope i did it all like Shanra taught me and that her body will hold.. I need to hold a close eye on her and teach her about all of this...

Book VII - Page 33

Ziz called me, she wanted my opinion in regards to a potential new sister as she was a shadow priestess.
She had apparently had visions of us but she was very vague about it.
I tried to focus on the new girl Sihari but Ziz kept talking to me through the link wanting to know everything that had happened before she came to the ship.
Then Elindras reaches out to me. It was hard to keep from betraying my excitement from both Ziz and the other girl. I like how he tries to play with on feelings to get what he wants because he is worried for me.
Ziz was slightly worried if the girl had been sent by Shanra but i do not think so.. My mentor and her lover is long gone once again.
But she wore a bracelet of Shreezee so might not be that fare off. I wonder if she still has contact to him?
Elindras came over to us after Sihari left i am still not sure if that was a good or bad thing. 
A druid then comes to join us apparently a friend of Elindras.
Well then Kealther came as well after the druid Connor left. Ziz was quickly over him.
And then Handrall came... weird run of people this night... But Han was there to deliver the ring... He did not like that Elindras was to have the ring but he trusts my judgment.

Book VII - Page 32

We fought over that whole lost child thing. How can he think to keep her and at the same time saying he is dangerous? She calms him? Well thank you what the feck is my place then She is a kid... And he didnt even try to see it from my point of view. Then he broke the oath fully. The grief gave her a chance to take over so i changed mid flight and that fall nearly broke my body but it kept her from being free to roam.. Ohi tried to protect me against Cy not knowing he was a friend. Ohi entering my mind was a very bad idea but Cy at least got him out.
Zizey called for so many to try and get me back in check Aredorn, Ohis sister, Handrall but also a demon hunter i didnt know... Thyc
The ritual to try and force her back to sleep took way to much and i still feel the burn on my forhead from that sigil.
Aredorn bit Zizey to protect me, i used him against her but it backfired and he was almost consumed by her lust.. Begging me after they got her to sleep to get Zizey out of his mind.
I stayed with him during that night just soothing him as he has done for me so many many times.
Poor Han was captured on the ship the whole night as well making him loose his own weeding day. If i had known I would have taken him back myself.
Han is to insecure in his own skills.. I want him to become a part of us but he dosent think he can contribute to anything yet he has been keeping my ring safe for a long time.
Then all of a sudden with Han and Are already there, Cy and then Ami shows up to make sure i am alright.

I am not fully sure what just happened as i ended up with Cy, Are and Ami all there around me.. It almost turned into a contest of who held my attention most... I mean i cant complaint it did start some thoughts but still..

Was a good thing I left for Stormwind.. I needed to see Eli...

He came as soon as i called for him... I like how he seems so happy when i am around him as if i take some of his pain away.
He looked a bit like an old satyr with that new beard.. something about the time in the nether flowing differently.
He always makes me feel like i am the only person in the world when i am with him.
I told him what happened and he seemed calm in most of it.. Hurt that I didnt call but he understood that i was not able to.
He really dosent trust Ziz.. I hope with time I can change that.

But he took me to the ship and swore the oath to be and I gave him the ring to protect.
I cant believe that he got her to agree to the contract but he deed... There is just something about him.. This could either be what i have always hoped for or what will crush me fully.